Just recently WORLD magazine had an article about abuse in a Missionary school in Africa. I read it with great sorrow in my heart and tears welling up inside me. But I want to say, emphatically, during the years I was at Tambo High School, in Bolivia, from Spring 1964 to graduation in 1967, to my own personal knowledge there was no abuse of any sort going on at TAMBO. On the web page set up for giving a forum of expression to those abused in Africa, it was indicated that TAMBO was going to be investigated. If this is true I am heartbroken. But, I personally want to speak for the interactions I had at TAMBO.
I was an outsider, and as such, created somewhat of a stir with the authorities at TAMBO. At the time I felt it, and was at times bitter. For me, the coming back to school after a furlough of Mr. and Mrs. Dave Lotz began a positive and healing change for me personally. My differences within the school in fact had much to do with my own casual and ungodly outlook at the time. I'd begun to be a Christian on the outside but ceased walking with God in my heart. I believe the staff realized this and were fearful that my unrepentant heart would cause trouble with other students, especially those I was friends with. However, I praise the LORD always for giving me the privilege of going to Tambo. The friends the LORD brought to me were a strong factor in my wanting to serve the LORD, in fact.
I was never perfect - but a boy who began to pay attention to me, Paul Hale, spoke often to me of faith, and urged me to let the LORD rule and reign in my life. Girls who came along side, Gloria Stairs and Anna Foster are two I've kept in loose touch with over the years, but many others also, never in word or deed showed any interest in 'rebelling' but rather made me want to love the LORD.
Many things also touched me long term. Mr. Metzgar shared how God healed his beloved daughter Charlotte at a young age. He also shared about God speaking to him how taking things home from work, pens and paperclips is what I remember, was stealing. One of the staff taught on being responsible for the area around you - not carving on the desks, not throwing papers down on the ground. Then we put the message into practice covering the whole school grounds picking up trash. VERY effective for me. I still cannot throw stuff out the car window!!!!
Bill Gothard's teaching about honoring parents in dating and not dabbling in any form of witchcraft was very timely for me. I'd not ever been interested in astrology, but had been reading a book about how to control other peoples thoughts. My dad found it and threw it away, but with the teaching from Mr. Gothard I learned why. In Africa I saw how dealing directly in Satan's territory brings havoc in lives and nations.
I confess, I did not get along with every staff member equally, but though there were some misunderstandings that caused me some trouble, it was that only - and since growing up and having children of my own I understand more.
I personally praise the LORD for taking me to TAMBO. And I want to speak for the staff there at that time. I do feel now and even did then, that it was not God's plan for a family to have children and then post them off to a boarding school while they did work for the LORD. And I felt very strongly that it was horrific for husbands and wives to be separated for months at a time. I know their hearts were to serve the LORD but I believe God's plan was for families to live together, and children raised by father and mother - at least in the early years. But, my friends at Tambo, who went to school there from grade one all are very positive and loving about those school years so I believe God honored the intent of their parents hearts.
It is unfortunate that there were people willing in the African school to abuse those young lives. I deeply grieve for them - in fact I've been praying for the victims of that abuse but also for those who sinned against the children, and the authorities who took the knowledge of abuse casually. I know God is mighty to forgive, but repentance does not follow forgiveness, rather repentance is followed by forgiveness. I know, as I've done my own share of sinning and needing God's divine restoration. And I also believe where repentance is not evidenced there will be a meeting with the LORD regarding those areas. I say this fearfully, as I know my own need of repentance and keeping my own heart right with God.
But in praying what came to me, was the word in the Romans 12:19 Beloved, never avenge yourselves, but leave it to the wrath of God, for it is written, “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.”
Only in remembering God is in control and will deal with each of us according to our lives, have I been able to let go of my own rage against those who destroy the lives of children. We are called by God to stop evil when we see it and are in a position to do it officially before the Law, and following in the body of Christ, God's plan for the church /Spiritual leaders to deal with sin - but in the end I have to leave it there. I pray for repentance.
We, the body of Christ, need to become serious before the LORD GOD ALMIGHTY.
Servants/ Slaves of God.
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